With all that has been going on over the last year the most important lesson I've learned is to "Love Myself" I am finally at the point where I can look in the mirror and say I love you to myself without cringing.
It took alot for me to get to this point. Up to and including severe depression that ended up with me being on antidepressants. I had hit my ultimate low where I laid in bed at night and tried to think of reasons as to why I shouldn't kill myself. That was the hardest time I have had so far. I know it wasn;t just all about me as I my life was falling apart. My husband decided that doing drugs and who knows what else was better than being a part of my life. I felt useless and hopeless. Now more than 6 months later and I am in a totally better head space.
I am grateful now for all the good that is happening in my life. I feel better than I ever have. I have great friends and people who love me and want the best for me. I am going to start working from home soon which will be another adventure that I am looking forward to as I will be gaining 10 hours of my life back per week that I won't be spending commuting. I have a dog that I love who is the sweetest little beast. I have all these ideas about things that I am going to be doing over the next while and that is what is letting me know that I am in a good space. I am so very far away from the beat down person I used to be.
What are you grateful for?
It took alot for me to get to this point. Up to and including severe depression that ended up with me being on antidepressants. I had hit my ultimate low where I laid in bed at night and tried to think of reasons as to why I shouldn't kill myself. That was the hardest time I have had so far. I know it wasn;t just all about me as I my life was falling apart. My husband decided that doing drugs and who knows what else was better than being a part of my life. I felt useless and hopeless. Now more than 6 months later and I am in a totally better head space.
I am grateful now for all the good that is happening in my life. I feel better than I ever have. I have great friends and people who love me and want the best for me. I am going to start working from home soon which will be another adventure that I am looking forward to as I will be gaining 10 hours of my life back per week that I won't be spending commuting. I have a dog that I love who is the sweetest little beast. I have all these ideas about things that I am going to be doing over the next while and that is what is letting me know that I am in a good space. I am so very far away from the beat down person I used to be.
What are you grateful for?
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