Saturday, January 13, 2018

Standing On The Edge

When you are standing on the edge not sure which direction to go with your life and everything else has fallen back behind you; it leaves everything wide open.

That is how I have been feeling lately. Free- free of feeling burdened, free of being under someones thumb, free from decisions that have been made for you in the past. Feeling free is a great feeling. I am learning more and more about myself every day and am more confident than I have ever been. 

He is no longer in a treatment centre but that is not holding me down. That is his decision and he needs to live with his decisions. None of that is on me. I am done with that part of my life. Onward and upwards.

I have been making plans for this year and it is going to be great. I am planning a trip to Las Vegas with a couple of friends as well as making personal plans like trying skydiving at some point this spring.

On the other side of things I am also planning on opening an Etsy shop to start selling my crochet. I have been getting better and better at it enough that I think it is getting to be time. I will succeed because I want to. I am happy in my life and am thankful for all of my blessings like the good friends I have and a wonderful family who loves me just as much as I love them.

Still figuring everything out but it is all coming together.

Have you ever celebrated your freedom before? How did you do it?

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