Real or Fake Friends. Time To Decide

I've never been very popular in school or in life and I'm alright with that. As well now that I am an adult in my forties I also realize that I do not have much in the way of friends. Its not like I am sitting here going "Oh whoa is me" It is just a truth that I need to acknowledge. It's just like I thought the mutual friends that we had between Darcy and I were friends of both of us. I realize now that is not the case. Maybe it is because I never was popular and he was. People will make their own decisions  about things regardless of if I feel betrayed or whatever.

I find that I feel this way because someone I thought was a friend lied to my face. I knew that they lied to my face but tried to ignore it anyways. That is not the way to live behaving like a little mouse afraid of shaking things up. So I dealt with it and called the person on it. For that I was called names and other things and you know what that is ok because I realize people don't like being called on their bullshit. Time to move on. It is not the first time and probably will not be the last time either.

 So for today I am going to reflect on who I have in my life and whether they will stay in my life. I am trying to create a better existence for myself with more positive things and light and love. I will be going through my Facebook friends and determining who is staying and who is going. I need to cleanse my life of negativity and fake people it is time.